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Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him |
All of my diamonds are drippin' on him |
I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin' |
I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight, I want him |
A little context if you care to listen |
I find myself in a shit position |
The man that I love sat me down last night |
And he told me that it's over, dumb decision |
And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin' |
In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin' |
And I'm out on the town with a simple mission |
In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin' |
Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch |
In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne |
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with |
In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine |
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex |
I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page |
Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar |
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways |
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night |
I don't wanna feel how I did last night |
Doctor, doctor, anything, please |
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away |
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel |
Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam |
Back to my ways like 2019 |
Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it |
I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty |
Last night really was the cherry on the cake |
Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling |
Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes |
That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling |
If I take a step back to see the glass half full |
At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in |
And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean? |
So you might as well stick it in |
Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch |
In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne |
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with |
In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine |
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex |
I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page |
Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar |
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways |
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night |
I don't wanna feel how I did last night |
Doctor, doctor, anything, please |
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away |
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (what?) |
'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night |
I don't wanna feel like I felt last night |
Be at peace with the things you can't change (last night) |
I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah |
Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way |
Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways |
So you'll run, yeah, but you'll never escape |
Sunset in the maze (you're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel) |
I don't wanna feel how I did last night |
I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh |
Doctor, doctor, anything, please |
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me |
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel |
I don't wanna feel how I did last night |
I don't wanna feel how I did last night |
I don't wanna feel how I did last night |
Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art |
I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car |
Speedin' down the highway, sippin' |
Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings |
I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh) |
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh) |
I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret (uh-huh) |